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06:10pm 26/04/2004
 
mood: fine
It's been a while, I'm sorry. Things just snapped back into place after a month...

I have no eyebrows now, hahahaha.... and many many exams coming up so I still have no time to read all of your journals, I'm sorry. But eventually I'll get back into that normal lj rhythmn.
 
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09:48pm 16/03/2004
  Sorry I haven't written or left comments or read entries in a while. I'm going through strange times.  
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06:15pm 07/03/2004
 
mood: cheerful
Steven and I, Friday nightCollapse )
 
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05:59pm 03/03/2004
  Yesterday I read whole articles on Crime Library about Jeffrey Dahmer, Dennis Nilsen, and Albert Fish. Then I read a bit about Beverley Allitt but haven't found the time to finish it yet.

Before yesterday, I had read Mary Bell, Shandra Sharer, and The Girl in the Box.

Crime Library's articles are so fascinating... I want to finish Beverley Allitt tonight and maybe read another one. :)
 
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08:16pm 01/03/2004
 
What infamous serial killer are you?

Albert Fish

You were a masochistic, pedophile obsessed with religious themes such as sin, sacrifice, and redemption through pain. You kidnapped, killed, and ate your victims (most of which were children). You were the cannibal model for Hannibal Lecter.

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04:24pm 29/02/2004
  I'll be working on RC and DC circuit problems tonight to prepare for a test in physics tomorrow... and studying for maybe 15 minutes to prepare for a calculus test.

And I'll try the Mexican wedding cookie recipe tomorrow night. It's basically all sugar, flour, butter, vanilla extract, and pecans. Yummy. :)
 
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Picture of me..   
07:38pm 18/02/2004
 
mood: calm
From last summer.

Green ;)Collapse )

Hey, I realized I have a bunch of old pictures of myself in polkadots and pink outfits from back when I was 3-5 years old too. :)
 
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06:03pm 17/02/2004
 
mood: happy
I want to lay on the grass in the quiet little hidden park with Steven and a blanket wrapped around me like on Saturday again.

I FINALLY got my CDs. I am still waiting for my buttons, that I ordered on January 26!
 
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Hey   
07:49pm 10/02/2004
 

This community needs more interesting members, please!! 

Most members listen to mediocre music (not bad mainstream like Manson but still... Apoptygma, The Cure, Type O Negative, etc.) and I'd like to have more than one or two fellow post-punk/deathrock/gothicrock fans in there!!

JOIN:

areyougothenough
 
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I loooove this song   
06:32pm 08/02/2004
 
mood: in love
It's been playing on repeat for quite some time nowCollapse )
 
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02:59pm 08/02/2004
  this is what real goths look like, ya fuckin' poser
congratulations, you just might be a true
old-school elitest-as-fuck goth! some might
even call you a jaded deathrocker. you don't
constrain yourself by the stupid
"ideals" of the modern scene, hating
anything with a thumpy beat and probably
bearing a resemblance to someone from the 80s.
you rock!


what sort of neophyte weekender moron "goth" are you? or are you?
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I recognize the girl as a friend of a couple of people on my friends list. :)

Your DeathRock as Fuck!!
Your DeathRock and don't give a bats ass! Good for
you!


^v^Are you GOTH, DEATHROCK, Wanker or Ghetto!?!^v^
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09:42am 08/02/2004
  Yesterday I bought online:

X-mal Deutschland "Fetisch" CD
Rudimentary Peni "Death Church" CD
Death in June "Nada!" CD

Hopefully my buttons will arrive soon. I bought them two weeks ago and they're still not here. :(
 
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MmmmMMMMMmmmm Peter Murphy.... <3   
05:54pm 05/02/2004
  I saved about 40 Peter Murphy pictures yesterday, ranging from his Bauhaus days to his solo days and the last Bauhaus concerts a few years ago. Here are my favorites, in no particular order.

LOTS of Peter Murphy picturesCollapse )

That man is soo unbelievably gorgeous/hot, even now that he's about 45 or 46 years old.

Whatever happened to him? :(
 
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06:05pm 02/02/2004
  My hair used to be a really gorgeous vibrant aqua-green color.

I used to have my left eyebrow pierced with a silver barbell.

I used to be so crazy and fun, do outrageous things.

Now I'm just... mellowed out. :((
 
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The best day EVAH   
10:06am 01/02/2004
  Yesterday we had our little annual Star Day. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!

Steven and I had the most fun after the slideshow, we went to my room and just rolled around together on my bed, laughing, hugging, whispering, kissing, smiling. :) After he left I watched a couple of movies and then began to write him a love letter.

My "Baby Girls are Much More Tender" The Brides CD came in the mail yesterday but I was too busy with Star Day to listen to more then 5 songs. (They're GOOOOOOD) I even got a free CD with it and a handwritten note from Corey Gorey. :) I must listen to my two new CDs completely today and write a Thank You note.

:) I feel lucky to have what I have.
 
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09:50pm 29/01/2004
  People take others' first reactions too personally and seriously.

First reactions involve hardly any thinking. Soon afterthoughts changes the person's original apparent opinion/

If people just didn't care for others' reactions to things that involve themselves, they would be happier. Why can't they learn that?
 
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02:23pm 29/01/2004
 



Journal Name
How bad does it suck?


Don't get out much, do you?



Take the meme at t3knomeme
 
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Highlight of the week.   
05:53pm 27/01/2004
  I got off the train today as usual, and looked up to see a man six feet ahead, dressed in pinstriped pants and jacket, with black hair with a thick blond stripe in it. His jacket had a rather large patch on the back, but his bag covered it so I don't know what it looked like. On his sleeve was a misfits patch. He was pale and tall.

Do you realize how rare he is in Southern FL??? * I almost followed him home! I wanted to see his other patches more closely, ask him about the music he liked.

But he was taking a taxi with some girl with bangs and who looked younger than him. And I looked like a mess, with my lime green jacket and my 50s buttoned shirt and plain black skirt, and my eyebrows a mess from the long day and my hair all windblown and fucked up. :(

I need to improve myself. Then I must find him again and talk to him, if only for a couple of minutes, to find out what music he likes and etc.

* That is, if he likes good bands besides the Misfits.
 
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Photos of me   
09:46pm 23/01/2004
 
mood: indifferent
Ugh red face sometimes because of the FL sun, no makeup except for a bit of mascara, after a loooonnnggg day. My lips look odd because I have a bad habit of tearing at them with my nails.









But whatever, I posted them anyways.
 
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omg.   
07:40pm 22/01/2004
  anorexicqueen is the fucking scariest thing I've ever seen.  
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